Hurt

Have you ever thought you don't want to exist? 

When everything you do is a sin? 

Every step taken forward leads you behind, 

When your own heart is a threat to your mind. 

Why think about their words for days? 

When in the end you are gonna part ways. 

And it doesn't even matter what you think, 

Cause with a heavy heart you'll always sink. 

When each word is like a thousand cuts, 

And you believe what they say, so it hurts. 

And you know deep within, it's not true. 

But you'd rather believe in them than believe in you. 

Cause you take them as your kin, 

But you know that's your biggest sin. 

~Mystery Night