Watching you smile...

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I am silently watching you smile, 
From so far, far away like thousand miles. 
But I am afraid I won't get close, 
In case you see all of my flaws, 
In case I break this illusion apart, 
And find out there's no me in your heart. 
I'll be so sad if it comes out to be true, 
Cause all I know is I can't stop loving you. 
But it's fine if I am so far away, 
Cause it's better than knowing the truth one day, 
I would rather live in this delusion and lies, 
Than realize the truth with my own two eyes, 
So, I am silently watching you smile, 
From so far, far away like thousand miles. 

~Mystery Night

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