The one who can understand me!!

I am frustrated and angry, 

I am crying again, 

Everything is wrong with me, 

Why do I feel this pain?

Such a small argument I had, 

And tears are falling on my bed, 

Oh, I upsetted someone again, 

And now my heart is feeling sad. 

I am crying out my eyes, 

But there's no one around me to see, 

It wasn't really my fault, 

But who is there to understand me? 

It keeps happening again and again, 

I keep getting angry and say, 

Things which ruin my relations, 

How can I make this okay? 

I am possessive of the people I love, 

I tend to get jealous easily, 

I make a mountain out of a molehill, 

But there's no one here who can understand me. 

I am paranoid of the world outside, 

I am full of insecurities and flaws, 

I can't bear someone hating me, 

I feel so distant even when I am close. 

I make mistakes while I am angry, 

It's not that I do it intentionally, 

And even though no one believes me, I believe, 

That someday, someone will understand me. 

~ Mystery Night